Last of a dying breed.

So what happens when your family shuts the door on you because they will never understand your actions in life. How they will constantly suggest how you should run things, and you try to be that perfect child and seek their approval and its never enough. You sacrificed so much for me and you still feel insecure about what you invested into my life. Well, actions speak better than words, it may seem like you don't understand whats going on but let me do things my way and maybe in the end if your still interested you'll be proud. (Rome wasn't built in a day).

Mortal Kombat!

Success is essential. I must complete all of my goals this semester.

Fall 2011 Goals:

• Get Straight A's
• Spend more time with my family
• Enhance my Career
• Tackle a Sport (Soccer, Tennis or Basketball)

I am trying really hard to make things work out well. There are only 3 things in life to conquer its just prioritizing them... that is the issue.

1. Oneself
2. Career
   
   
3. Family

Two of the 3 things must have your attention now and the last is something you

have to put off till you are ready to conquer it with ease. I choose ONESELF AND CAREER. And in

order to accomplish or succeed in my top 2 choices , I have to face 3 challenges. My enemy, myself and worst of all... my fears. Bring it on!!!

Nigerian.. Chef.. or should I say Akata Chef!!

So this cooking experience has really went into overdrive this summer. For me being a Haitian american cooking for a Nigerian born man, this is a task that I think I must document on my resume for medical school because this doesn't make sense. I am a sucker of spices and so is he, lets just see what will happen in the next 30 years. Hopefully we both will be still die hard fans of the spice.

I am really nervous.... just to see his expression when he looks at my bootleg saucy (orange) rice. Man, I miss my camera. We'll discuss the outcome on a later date.

What a world....

I am here again. So, this past month has been really crazy. I have to say... a day, an hour, a minute , a second can change or should I say grow a person. Like a seed to a root, days had to group up together and make this executive decision to help this beautiful plant mature. What I am trying to say is that.. moving from one place to another starting a new life with someone. Really helped me mature. And this man, is such a sweetheart.

The SideNote!

Personal Trainer. Competitor. Teacher. Peer. Brother. Best Friend. Lover.

Most of all ..... SOULMATE!

Prelude ...

So... here is the deal I don't know how to write in perfect grammar... I am just going with the flow. I haven't been on this site for a minute so this is whats happening... I am a premedical student at a HBCU and I am currently doing an internship at a very famous hospital. And I have to say being Natural and the only black girl in this medical program is pretty intense. I am learning a lot of cool new terms and really is overwhelmed with so much motivation. I just don't know where to put it all... If you are reading this just pray for me please... I am writing this because it will help me in the long run. :)

lol I will be looking back at this and say damn... I really was a naive young lady believing I can do anything... :) Dr.Sands!!

Scared out of my own mind. Saw something worth being frighten for.